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new one

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http://e-learning.russianinpetersburg.com/

Sun, 16 Dec 2007 19:08:59 GMT

I am too tired
I am too exhausted
I have only one desire
I really want to sleep

Thu, 05 Apr 2007 19:48:51 GMT

I am not lazy!
I really have no time...
It makes sad and happy at the same time

books

Tue, 06 Mar 2007 20:24:36 GMT

In Sweden I bought a book called "Travel in dangerous places" by The Mammoth book? I found out that there are a lot of books by The Mammoth? Have you read something?

some facts

Wed, 07 Feb 2007 22:07:39 GMT

1. I could never commit suicide.
2. I could not meet with other men because I will always love that man, and he is in my life now.
3. I could not forgive treasons.
3. Everybody can make foolish or fatal mistakes and I could excuse both of them.
4. Treason is not a mistake.
5. I hate a word "if".
6. I still believe in miracles.
7. I prefer to say the truth and hear truth. Truth is a pain sometimes. Truth is a happiness, at least I hope so.
8. The world confuses me.
9. I really think that the most people are kind.
10. A person could not change. If he is a murderer, he always will have a desire to kill.
11. A person could change himself when his world is broken and his mind and heart are crushed.
12. I am happy when my family is happy. My private life is my first priority. Everything what I do, I do for people who are in my heart.

Fri, 02 Feb 2007 22:56:12 GMT

I haven't written for a long time. I am tired... I am so tired. And I have a new student. Today I was trying to find a good student's book (Elementry level). Anyway, I bought a nice book. I hope it would help me.
We are going to Sweden. That's cool!

thoughts 2 # influence

Wed, 24 Jan 2007 16:43:41 GMT

Once someone said that a women brings influence to a man, and his mind changes...
Is it true that a man who falls in love with a pretty women can change hisown world?

What do you feel when your dream came true?
I have an odd sense as happiness is only my sensation. The sensation is a blaze of my life. And my dreams could not come true because I will always achieve my dreams.

oh, that three days from my life...

Wed, 17 Jan 2007 23:05:17 GMT

Saturday.
We were invited by my relatives to celebrate Old New year. In the past Russia had Julian calendar, but some holidays are still actual in my country. We had a good time, although my boyfriend was bored sometimes. I was worried, because he has neve met with my uncle and his family. To say the truth, the family seems crazy frequently, but all of them are very kind. Also he was upset because of his car. Now it is broken, and today he said "I am happy to read a book in the bus!"

Sunday.
I was deeply depressed. Zen'a, Polina and me went to a cemetery. My best friend, Igor, was killed a year ago. He has been a very great and genuine person in many ways. I could not forget his kindness and generosity.
10 o'clock in the morning. Cemetery. There were three girls and silence...

Monday.
My vacation finished, and a new course begins. I have chosen such classes as "Natonal self-determination in Russia", "Communication and pragmatic aspect of learning foreign language", "Modern art" and others.

my city

Fri, 12 Jan 2007 17:32:04 GMT

I fond an incredibly beautiful picture of Saint-Petersburg

I hate

Wed, 10 Jan 2007 14:50:07 GMT

I hate when someone are discussing my life.
I hate when someone asks me stupied questions such as "is it true that you left the University?" or "what is the date of your wedding?".
It doesn't afford pleasure to reconsider my decisins because of idle gossip. And I am not going to do that.

...winter...

Tue, 09 Jan 2007 18:01:42 GMT

how could you describe Russian winter?
it is about +4-7C.
so warm.... cooollllll!!!!!!!!
a green grass begint to grow, poor bears already woke up.
it is raining. no snow.
foreign students are happy, tourists are disappointed, Russians are depressed.

that's russian winter

thoughts #1 illusions

Tue, 09 Jan 2007 14:26:00 GMT

Our life is our illusion.

I was born in a country has been destroyed by modern society. I remember my first days at school, when I wore a brown dress and my friends and I were happy to play funny games such as "rezinochka" or "lapwa". And my life was the illusion of happiness. Then I grow up, and everybody told me that my childhood has been the most silly and fallacious perios of Russian history.

We create illusions and after that we cherish our delusions. If you'd like to demonstrate convincingly the fact that our life is real, you are likely to make a mistake.

Is it possible to be fallen in love with life if our life is our illusion?

a thought

Mon, 08 Jan 2007 00:25:45 GMT

To realize all my ideas is an absolutely crazy thing. For example, I want to write a novel. Have you ever had such thoughts? It means a deep desire to show someone life at a list of paper. oh..... no................ it sounds stupied, but I'd love to do it!

wow!

Sat, 06 Jan 2007 22:24:35 GMT

I like this day. It was wonderful.His Mam is perfect, she is so kind.

attention (!)

Sat, 06 Jan 2007 05:32:27 GMT

The language of that LJ is English, despite of I am Russian. And I have no desire to use my native language here. But if you have some questions about Russian language, you are welcome, because I work as a teacher of Russian language in a class for foreigners.
Also I hope that I will find frends who could correct me messages and posts. I will appreciate your help...

bad mood

Sat, 06 Jan 2007 04:43:10 GMT

I don't feel good.
I want to sleep, but it's absolutly impossible.
I'd like to stay at home today, and I am invited to his mother's birthday. I'm going to bring a huge bunch of roses.
I wanna stay at home alone and cry...
what's happened with me?
I am really depressed.
From time to time he asked me "everything is allright?", and I answered "that's OK"
I love hime, but two last days were awful. I am exhausted so much. I'd love to spend time with you. I mean to stay with you... without people

no snow

Thu, 04 Jan 2007 18:50:04 GMT

don't you think that it makes you crazy if there is no snow outside?
oh, it is raining!!!!!!!!
Today I found an interesting book by Murakami in the Internet. It names "Elephant vanishes". I am curious if I could buy the book in Saint-Petersburg. In my opinion, Murakami is one of the most remarkable writers because every his new book is unique.

relax...

Mon, 25 Dec 2006 17:20:33 GMT

I have decided to write about my life and my feelings here because of one reason. I need to improve my English. Actually, I am not a good English speaker, but there are some possibilities to change it. One of them is my LJ, I hope...
I can't say that my life is something remarkable, although I feel free in travelling, I enjoy reading books and painting.